i seriously dunno how long i can hang on to it :((((
whole of last week is seriously super duper hectic for me

Monday-rushed to complete my biostats presentation-reached home at 7pm,straight to my room to do organic chem's tutorials
slept at 1am :(

Tuesday-woke up at 6am,reached home early but slept late again :( rushing thru my presentation

Wednesday-super hellish :((( went for cell biology practical and squeezed 6 hours worth of experiment into 3 hours.*due to my last last week's mc*
and mrs tan said she will not hesitate to give me a zero if i can't finished everything by the end of the day
stayed behind in the lab during lunch
end up with only 15 minutes of lunch-gobbled down my subway and
rushed to biostats class.
after biostats back to lab to complete my experiment
reached home at 7.30
straight to my room to do my cell biology tutorials
again slept at 1am

Thursday-woke up at 6 :(
looked at myself in the mirror and almost cried up :((((
asked myself how long i can hang on to it
*I'm physically and mentally tired!!!!*
but told myself to preserve with it
whole day of lectures.
fall asleep in cell biology's lecture :((
slapped myself really hard to made myself awake
but at least during organic chem's lecture I'm able to understand what Dr ong was talking about
ended at around 3.50pm
went to blk 16 for my scholarship interview
saw zakee on the way
*he's also stressed up*
reached home at around 6
straight to my room again to prepare my communication tool kit's speech

Friday-
woke up at 5
cried while changing my clothes :(((
*feeling super stressed up*
met shahira to go to school together
*she's also feeling stressed up*
but thanks goodness my class end at 11.30

Saturday-
finally i feeling a little less stress
but still super cranky!!
cause common test week coming in 4 weeks!!!
oh my gosh!!!
all the tutorials and scientific reports to do :((((
i'm going to snap sooner or later
and i'm super afraid i will be forced to be my most hatred kind of person-A MUGGER!!!!
someone please just shut down my brain!!
AHHHHHHHHH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!